f.

i didn't visit you on your anniversary this year,
i probably won't.
that doesn't change the fact that
i miss you every single day.
and maybe with each passing day,
it hurts a little less,
with time i'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that
you're never coming back.
some nights i'm jolted awake with fear,
panic and fear,
fear that you may be lost forever,
if that day comes
when i forget to remember you.