Alcohol: My Frenemy

the reason i lie here
unable to stop my head from spinning.
the reason i lie here with eyes wide open
listening to the thump thump thumping of my heart.
the reason i got into one too many arguments with the ex.
the reason, or one of the many reasons the ex cited
becoming The Ex.
the reason i danced harder last night.
the reason i fought so hard to dance.
the reason why i couldn't wish you goodnight.
the reason it hurt this morning.
the reason i lose train of what i'm babbling about.


my frenemy.
alcohol.