happy as a lark.

enough is enough

this is not a classic case of jetlag.
no sire, this my friend is my body telling me that it's had enough.
no more subjecting it to gmt: +2, -7 and +8, all within a week.
no more freezing below zero temperatures and back to sunny 34degree singapore in a span of 3 days.

i wasted a whole day in LA(albeit perfect weather and former plans to drive to Universal Studios) cuz the skin around my eyes were acting up causing it to be sore and made me have an 'ugly-stay-indoors' day.


just. one. more. year.

hate it when toilet rolls aren't replaced.
had me scampering through the dining area with my panties bunched up around my knees.

:):):)
just found a slowed version of usher's hey daddy video on youtube.
usher.
moving that sexy body in slow motion.
pulling up his shirt, deliberate wicked grin - slow mo.
zoom in on his lips - slow mo..
zoom in on his abs - s.l.o.w.


not sharing.

my hot cup of milo tastes of kindergarten breaktime:
scalding my tongue with a lingering bitter/sweet aftertaste.
i remember the blue plastic mugs and the nauseating stench of disinfectant combined with that of stinky school children.

i was a stinky school kid.
just like everyone else.

Alcohol: My Frenemy

the reason i lie here
unable to stop my head from spinning.
the reason i lie here with eyes wide open
listening to the thump thump thumping of my heart.
the reason i got into one too many arguments with the ex.
the reason, or one of the many reasons the ex cited
becoming The Ex.
the reason i danced harder last night.
the reason i fought so hard to dance.
the reason why i couldn't wish you goodnight.
the reason it hurt this morning.
the reason i lose train of what i'm babbling about.


my frenemy.
alcohol.